me and my new digital camera | 05/27/03 - 05:16 pm
Well, my parents got me a digital camera yesterday, and although I am happy to finally have one of my own, I must say that..
I mean, its not that bad after you resize the thing and adjust the colors a bit, but still. I guess you get what you pay for.
My parents bought this thing fer about 50 bucks at Fry's (a good-quality cam costs anywhere from $200 - up to and over $1000). At first I was thinking "thats pretty cheap." And when I finally saw it, I couldn't believe my eyes. It was so tiny, it was smaller than the palm of my hand.. and really light too. I realized soon afterwards that they must have sacrificed a lot of image quality for them to make it that small. My guess was right.
I brought the cam to school and took some pics to see how it would turn out. After I uploaded the images to my computer, I wasn't surprised to find that 90% of the pics I took came out all screwed up. Then I tried taking some pictures with the camera mounted to a little stand thingy that came with it 'cuz I figured I was moving the cam around too much so it couldn't focus. They turned out better, but still not like the high-quality pictures that those top-of-the-line digicams can take.
Oh well, I guess that I can just keep it here and use it as some sort of webcam.. But what would I use a webcam for? .. . I have no clue either.
matrix: reloaded | 05/24/03 - 11:35 am
Yesterday was interesting. I went to see the Matrix: Reloaded with Gurbir and Grant and Winston and a couple other ppl. After the movie, we went to Borders and then to In-N-Out. I didn't really eat anything, I was just sitting there talking to Cheryl the whole time. Heh, then I went home, and yeah.The Matrix was hekka confusing.. Maybe its cuz I didn't watch the first one yet. Oh well, I got the DVD in my backpack, so I'm prolly gonna watch it today or tomorrow or Monday or something like that. But yah, the music they used for the battle scenes sounded like they could have come off of a Final Fantasy boss-battle theme song. But maybe it's just me. The gfx weren't half bad either. But like I said, I was confused the whole time. I really need to watch that DVD.
uhm.. | 05/20/03 - 09:24 pm
Whoa, I'm back with Cheryl. Again. Don't ask. It's a long story. Whee, I'm happy. Again.. Again.
okay this is getting old.. but.. | 05/20/03 - 03:35 pm
Wow, four entries in a row about Cheryl.. It's crazy..Yesterday was our one month aniversary (or "monthiversary") and yeah. She called. We talked for awhile. And yeah, in the end, she wanted to break up with me. Again.
*sigh* She said that it wasn't me and that it was her. And I believe her. I .. don't wanna tell the whole world what happened, for the sake of Cheryl's privacy.. But if you wanna know, just ask and I'll be more than willing to tell you the story..
Before we got off the phone, she said to me.. "Goodbye. .. I will always love you.." I didn't know she would say that. At first, I thought I was just hearing things.. I was all "w-what?" But then, yeah. She said it again.. I was speechless. I dunno. I know I'll have to move on eventually.. And I know that she will too. But I know I'll never find anyone else. No one is willing to give me a chance. They judge me before they even know me. (whoah, why did I suddenly think of Shrek? Oh yeah, cuz I'm ugly like that. Okay.) But yeah.. Oh well. Life goes on whether I like it or not, so yeah.
er.. ignore the last two entries | 05/18/03 - 03:05 pm
Cheryl changed her mind! She wants to stay with me.. . Ahhh.. I couldn't be happier..
Man, I really got scared.. I thought I would have lost her.. I was so happy yesterday when she called up and said that she didn't want to break with me any more.. I wanted to run over to her house and hug her and NEVER let go.. If only she lived closer.. But yah.. we stayed up 'till like 2 a.m. talking.. *sigh* Wow.. It's weird.. I've felt extreme sadness (refer to previous entry) and extreme happiness all in one day. Oh well..
Man, I love you Cheryl so0o0o much.. I don't know what I'd be without you..
*sniffle* I'm so happy..
ahhh.. x_x | 05/17/03 - 04:05 pm
Well, Cheryl actually called today. She said that Van's sister was messing with me online today and yesterday night.. . but she still doesn't wanna be with me any more.It's just so much more different actually hearing her say it than just seeing it on AIM. I mean, when she (or Van's sister) said it on AIM, it hurt, but not as much as actually hearing her say.."I don't think we should be together any more." *sigh* Man.. It's like someone took a knife, stabbed my heart and twisted it back n forth ten times when she said that. I was on the verge of tears.. I held them back as long as I could, then she sed she had to go. So I hung up, my hands shaking and my eyes about to burst in tears. I've never felt this kind of feeling in my life.. Shure, I've faced rejection a countless number of times, but having your own girlfriend say that they don't wanna be with you any more.. After saying so many times that we loved each other.. and that we would never break.. It.. just hurts.. I can barely type.. my hands are still trembling.. . I know I know.. Guys aren't supposed to be emotional.. but hell, I can't help it. How can I move on.. . How..
living the single life again | 05/17/03 - 02:11 pm
aMerkorEpNayG (1:35:44 PM): hm, how should i put this......
aMerkorEpNayG (1:35:53 PM): i NEVER like dyou!
aMerkorEpNayG (1:37:56 PM): i NEVER did......
aMerkorEpNayG (1:38:15 PM): im not guna waste mai
aMerkorEpNayG (1:38:18 PM): time
aMerkorEpNayG (1:38:22 PM): so later
.. The end.
But yah, other than that, everything is all hokey-dorey over here. Since I'm single again, I'll be working more on the site and everything.. so it isn't that bad. .. I guess.
tango = confusing. lazer pen = evil. | 05/09/03 - 10:45 pm
I'm learning how to tango in my Spanish class. It's very.. uhm.. Confusing. I mean, its alright, but shoot.. look at that chart up there!! (Thats only like 1/4 of it btw.) And yeah, I'm gonna have to do the tango for 20% of my final grade for that class. .. Man, I signed up for Spanish to learn .. well. . Spanish. NOT to learn how to dance the tango.. Geez.
Anywayz... Lazer pens are evil. I was in my automotives class today and some fucking tall-ass whiteboy (sorry 'bout that, I was mad, okay?) kept shining a lazer pen in my eyes. At first I was jus trying to ignore that blinding red light, but I got hekka irritated with that thing. My eyes felt all watery and shit, I thought I was gonna go blind. I was starting to get pissed off, I finally flicked the dude off and he stopped. Heh, he prolly wasn't expecting me to stick my middle finger up at him. I mean, what can I say? I tried to be nice and ignore him, but he jus kept on going, so I had to do something to make him leave me alone.
It's not right. Jus' cuz I'm quiet doesn't mean you have the right to shine a lazer pen at me. Sheesh. It's not like I did anything to him in the first place.. But shoot, if that dude does that to me again, I'm gonna fruckin' whoop his ass. No joke. I can take a weak-ass whiteboy (oh.. sorry again.) like that any day, shit. (I've been around too many "gangsta" ppl.. I'm starting to talk like them. Blehhh.. x_x)
man.. . where have i been?? (2) | 05/03/03 - 08:23 pm
I couldn't help but notice how little I wrote earlier. It seemed so empty.. So I decided to type up another entry.Hmm.. . But what to put here.. Ohhhh I know!!
*ahem* In celebration of me beating Zelda: the Windwaker (woo-hoo.), I have decided to show you a very cOoLiO picture that I found on the internet of real life ppl dressed up as characters from the actual Zelda game itself!!!!!!! WOW!! (Yes, that's over-enthusiasm. That's what happens when I'm bored..)
man.. . where have i been?? | 05/03/03 - 01:29 pm
Okay, so I haven't posted since .. what, two weeks ago now.. *sigh* Why? 'Cuz there really isn't much to talk about. Well, I beat Zelda today.. Thats about the only interesting thing that happened. The rest of the week was.. pretty boring, let me tell you.Oh and by the way, I changed my layout a little. Kinda to make up fer not writing anything for so long. Not much, but hey, at least it's something.